This week it is starting to feel almost normal getting up and going to work every day.  At first I felt a little displaced.  I didn’t even know how to turn on her computer!  But now everything is coming back to me and it is scary that it almost feels like I never left.  I have to keep reminding myself that I am just a substitute.

But by working these few weeks I had to give up something I truly love… spending a full day with Brenden.  Early Monday mornings I pick him up and we spend the entire day at my house.

I am counting the days until I get him again.

How could I not miss this??